hich I think you should be notified to.
First， I think I should terminate the exile of myself in a foreign country and go back to my motherland.
In the past， I thought distance - a long distance - geographically and culturally - can aid me to forget the miserable days and create a new life， but I was wrong， the shadow is in my heart， wherever I go， it goes with me， a short time later， I was totally incensed， and then I was driven crazy by the endless anger and hate， finally I lost myself.
The eager I wanted to forget， the firmer I remember.
The further I wanted to kick off， the deeper my feet mire down in mud.
The harder I wanted to wreak， the more vacuous I felt.
Until you come.
Your speech taught me one thing: Love worths another try. I had a bunch of girlfriends during the past years， some is single， some is a girlfriend of another boy， some is a wife of another man， but each one of them chose to sleep with me， showed to me that Love doesn't exist in this world. But you changed everything， you showed me another possibility， a truth， you gave me an positive answer to the question I asked myself for many years.
You saved me.
So I decide to resign from